How you made me feel on Jan.30

I can’t even put to words the ongoing battle between my heart & mind. I’d like to think that my intuitions are mostly, usually, hopefully right. Especially when those predictions by my heart are all about you. But as much i’d like to revel in these emotions, my doubting mind beats my dazed heart to any supposed assumptions my silly heart has conjured. I can’t quite put my finger to it. Can’t define what it is that we share, but I know it’s not something of the usual. “Or is it? , whispers the mind, “Are you sure you’re not just someone to pass the time by” my mind quickly remarks right after that thought. I blame thy mind for being so keen with the smallest details about our latest conversations that seem to conclude that this thing that we have is something else. Leaving me with a bigger picture to decode, the lingering effect of unexplained elation.